I hadn't read this blog until today; I can identify with the feelings you are having as I felt similar things when Kim died last year. I haven't got the abilities in Reiki you have, nor have I taken part in a meditation in the after life, so I don't have that insight into what's in store for us all, but I felt absolutely powerless when he was ill-I felt I wanted to do something, but I didn't know what and I sat by his bed feeling totally inadequate. I tried to send him healing 'vibes' when I wasn't with him but I never knew if these got through and doubted all efforts I had made. I am sure that as a witch, you are feeling that pressure to do something, as something is better than nothing, and as a healer, you are feeling sadness at your apparent inability to make things right and Glenda better. You are feeling worse beacause you are a long way from her too. This is her time to go; I strongly believe that  - she has completed this life. Remember what you said to me a few days before Kim died-he will go on to a better life, be free from pain and you told me all about where he would go and how great it would be. That gave me great strength.  Now you need to believe that yourself.

Glenda knows you love her and no doubt seeing you last weekend confirmed that; I bet she wouldn't want you to do anything more than you did; just being there and talking to her was enough. I'm seeing T tomorrow so I'll give her a big hug from you-Take good care my friend - looking forward to the update xxx